jeshi kawaii.. jeshi kowai

 

i feel so fckin depressed today. I dont have a big problem right now but seems like im always searching for one.

during our two-day seminar at MMLDC in Antipolo

 

i love being productive even on my busiest days. i've been busy with my work in the past few months. shifting schedules, seminars and team buildings. i go out during my restdays.. go somewhere, chill out, enjoy, drink, and take photographs.i missed going down south. i missed  a guy who broke my heart few years back. i missed laughing so hard. i wanna turn back time, pause.. and then die.

napakadaming ng nangyari. pero bakit parang walang pagbabago? pareho pa rin ang nararamdaman ko. di ko alam kung pinipilit ko ba talagang kalimutan ang dapat ng mawala o pinipigilan ko itong maglaho. mahirap makipaglaban sa sarili. mahirap matupad and imposible pero madali lang sanang makuntento kung ang nasa isip ko ay kung ano na ako.

 

i told you.. i was gonna cut my hair

 

so here it is!

after trying metropolitan, FIX and tony & jackey.. ako pa rin ang nagtapos!

it looks like asian whatever style..

somebody actually mistaken me as a 17 yr old girl LOL

some people who know my ex told me it looks like his hair. but no. kalbo na sya.. well mahaba na siguro ng konti ngaun...

last few days.. me and my boyfriend spent the days happily! lol enjoy sobra.. i was able to go out with my friends and officemates as well. shempre inom. i hope i'm not becoming alcoholic.. i love soju. shit.

macocomplete na payment ko sa dlsr yey! i'm excited..

ok na saken kahit wla na ang camera kong minahal. may kapalit na sya na mamahalin ko den ^_^

at may webcam pa ko.. at may phone cam pa LOL  .. SO WHAT!?? hahaha

A lot of things happened so i don't know where to start..

Let's see.. Last weekends.

I don't know why i forgot what happened last friday night >.< or maybe i was in the office? Weird.

Ok, saturday..  I met Stacy at shangrila coz she invited me to watch the japanese film showing at cineplex. She's with her other chinese highschool mates so yeah, i was the only one with big eyes haha.

I flaunt my new spikey hair lol with my thinner-not-sexy-body haha

I loved what i wore that day.. I don’t. Maybe because it reminds me of someone.

When the first movie ended, we ate at Greenwich where I ate a lot. Haha…

Wooooah I remember now what happened last Friday! Haha

After work that night ( my shift ends at 1pm) I went straight to gerry’s ali mall coz my officemates who finished their shifts earlier went there to have fun. So we drank some beer and ate.

At 4pm, we walked going to cubao ex and ate and drank again. At night around 10pm, my friend invited me to a metal gig at center for arts, I know I was already wasted and sleepy that time. We also drink some beer and chat with our friends. I should say, metal scene is still the same old thing.. and there are chikkababes from different colleges in uniform.. long hair drunk guys.. alcohol. Loud music. Bad ass looking metal heads.

Going back to Saturday.. Stacy and her friends decided not to watch the next film, and I thought what the heck are we gonna do at this early 5pm?? We  went to megamall and ate again at redmango and did some chit chats..

When we parted, I texted gwen to come by. So she arrived and we saw some of her officemates at krispy kreme and we also got free coffee and doughnuts >.< that’s good!

Then we went to liquor store coz I was dying to drink soju. It is not my favorite but I'm getting addictive

 Soju! Good for my mental health! Haha

We went to cubao ex to wander around. We then met some people had some drink.. talk.. blah blah

Don’t worry, I’m not becoming an alcoholic. Alcohol is only for restdays. Ok?

This guy we met told me, “You’re a dalagang Pilipina”.

 I got it. Of course I am! Haha

 Somebody also told me I looked 17 which is really a compliment, I almost fainted lol.

And this guy me met asked me if I know bijan.  So what’s the answer?