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WednesdayAddams

i told you.. i was gonna cut my hair

so here it is!

after trying metropolitan, FIX and tony & jackey.. ako pa rin ang nagtapos!

it looks like asian whatever style..

somebody actually mistaken me as a 17 yr old girl LOL

some people who know my ex told me it looks like his hair. but no. kalbo na sya.. well mahaba na siguro ng konti ngaun...

last few days.. me and my boyfriend spent the days happily! lol enjoy sobra.. i was able to go out with my friends and officemates as well. shempre inom. i hope i'm not becoming alcoholic.. i love soju. shit.

macocomplete na payment ko sa dlsr yey! i'm excited..

ok na saken kahit wla na ang camera kong minahal. may kapalit na sya na mamahalin ko den ^_^

at may webcam pa ko.. at may phone cam pa LOL  .. SO WHAT!?? hahaha

WednesdayAddams

A lot of things happened so i don't know where to start..

Let's see.. Last weekends.

I don't know why i forgot what happened last friday night >.< or maybe i was in the office? Weird.

Ok, saturday..  I met Stacy at shangrila coz she invited me to watch the japanese film showing at cineplex. She's with her other chinese highschool mates so yeah, i was the only one with big eyes haha.

I flaunt my new spikey hair lol with my thinner-not-sexy-body haha

I loved what i wore that day.. I don’t. Maybe because it reminds me of someone.

When the first movie ended, we ate at Greenwich where I ate a lot. Haha…

Wooooah I remember now what happened last Friday! Haha

After work that night ( my shift ends at 1pm) I went straight to gerry’s ali mall coz my officemates who finished their shifts earlier went there to have fun. So we drank some beer and ate.

At 4pm, we walked going to cubao ex and ate and drank again. At night around 10pm, my friend invited me to a metal gig at center for arts, I know I was already wasted and sleepy that time. We also drink some beer and chat with our friends. I should say, metal scene is still the same old thing.. and there are chikkababes from different colleges in uniform.. long hair drunk guys.. alcohol. Loud music. Bad ass looking metal heads.

Going back to Saturday.. Stacy and her friends decided not to watch the next film, and I thought what the heck are we gonna do at this early 5pm?? We  went to megamall and ate again at redmango and did some chit chats..

When we parted, I texted gwen to come by. So she arrived and we saw some of her officemates at krispy kreme and we also got free coffee and doughnuts >.< that’s good!

Then we went to liquor store coz I was dying to drink soju. It is not my favorite but I'm getting addictive

 Soju! Good for my mental health! Haha

We went to cubao ex to wander around. We then met some people had some drink.. talk.. blah blah

Don’t worry, I’m not becoming an alcoholic. Alcohol is only for restdays. Ok?

This guy we met told me, “You’re a dalagang Pilipina”.

 I got it. Of course I am! Haha

 Somebody also told me I looked 17 which is really a compliment, I almost fainted lol.

And this guy me met asked me if I know bijan.  So what’s the answer?

WednesdayAddams

i kinda missing my house. i mean my family's house..
i ran away last  2004 and i still haven't gone back since then. it was complicated. even the simple problems became complex.

we have house in marikina where me and my half sister shared the same room.. we also have another one in nueva ecija where i have my own room and everytime i wake up in the morning, i just need to take a bath and eat..

i am missing my grandma. i love her so much..
now that i am alone.. i am always looking for someone to be with coz i'm feeling lonely. i want someone to hug like a pillow at night, someone to understand me, someone to play with whenever things get fucked up and someone to share my life..
i've been imagining a lot of things.. things that will make me very happy.. things that can make me always feel comfortable.. things that somehow will be reality, and things that should've come true if only i didn't do some things in the past..

regrets..
contentment..
satisfaction..
happiness..
affection..
good life..

WednesdayAddams

last week, i forgot what day that was, i went to the salon where i usually go to have some manicure.. some hairdressers there told me to have a hair treatment to make my hair look more beautiful and trim some edges to remove the damaged ones..
so i said yeah fine go ahead..
then when i went home, i compared my hair before and after gong to the salon and i noticed that he cut 5 inches of my hair! dulo lang ba yun!? >.<
so now, since i hate this length, i am planning to cut it short. so wait for my hair tomorrow!
and because i don't still have camera.. well yeah coz i'm planning to buy a DLSR now.. i'm just gonna use my laptop's webcam ^-^


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a day before yesterday..


i don't love my job anymore because i hate my new restdays! lol
for 2 months, i had weekends off which i really love. i want to have free time during saturday night to sunday morning coz i wanna be drunk that night. i wanna laugh the whole night and i wanna have a long sleep the following day.
i must admit that i really enjoyed the last 3 "saturday night-sunday morning" that passed.
i had happy times with my friends, officemates and loved ones. i may be drunk but i treasured every minute of those days.
i was doing well at the office for five days straight and worked with smile coz i was contented, but not anymore. maybe i can be again.. if.. one of my "kaibigan" will adjust his/her time to "fri night-at morning" to enjoy each other's company
wohohohoho
i missed you all! let's have a drink tonight and tomorrow night! hahaha
i'm gonna buy some shits for my artistic side next month so i'll be on alcohol diet by then ^-^


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I missed the piggy back ride..
seriously.


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it's been a while.. i guess i was busy. yeah right haha

WednesdayAddams

what's the purpose of this blog?
to be myself.
I want to live wihout rules.
I write what i feel.
I didn't add any friends.
if you found me then i don't care.
no links attached from my other pages.
you give effort to type in my link or maybe bookmark this page.
that doesn't matter as long as i continue to type what i want, what i feel and what i like.

I am my bestfriend and I read my bestfriend's thoughts to comfort her.