what's the purpose of this blog?
to be myself.
I want to live wihout rules.
I write what i feel.
I didn't add any friends.
if you found me then i don't care.
no links attached from my other pages.
you give effort to type in my link or maybe bookmark this page.
that doesn't matter as long as i continue to type what i want, what i feel and what i like.
I am my bestfriend and I read my bestfriend's thoughts to comfort her.
mark me and you’ll be entertained. Haha I know you already did!
I suck. I often feel anxious about the things happening with me.
Just a moment ago, i was in high spirits and then suddenly, unexplainable.
I hate to see my treasured folks to just come and go to my life. I want real action and soft compassionate.
I daydream a lot like it will be the reality once I opened my eyes.
I always get trapped in a love story where in the girl will fall inlove then would like to kill the person she loves who doesnt love her anymore bu still loves her in reality and then live with the present love for ever and ever which is ridiculous. I dunno. I didn't understand this twisted story.
I don't care if you get it or not. If love is forever, so be it.
But I know, not every heart will still feel the same thing after a long time. But sometimes it does.There’s a lot of people around that you may like and love.
I know I was happy last night. very happy. and..
happy.
yes I was.
I don't know what do I feel right now.
I can't distinguish love and hate. i often feel these to the ones I truly love. I know it's jealousy but sometimes it's not.
I know you can't understand this entry coz you don't know what I'm talking about.
The only thing I'm sure is that I saw again the magic harp that i first saw eight earth years ago.
It still fascinates me.
yup. we didn't go to the province last weekends. we were busy sleeping together. we're so stressed because of work..
last sunday was my boyfriend's birthday so we dine out and watched star trek at robinson's. yes i liked it! and of course he enjoyed watching it coz he's a star trekker.
today i'm just here at the apartment after work doing some online whatever to feel sleepy.. i still have work tonight and tomorrow night.
i'm getting tired -_-
i just finished my multi-skill training.
and now i am powerful! hahaha
i can do almost all of the things that can be possibly done with this company lol
it was a good feeling.
last saturday, we met.. had some small talk and drank some soju..
i went there after me and friends had some beers at mogwai (cubao ex)
i really missed that kind of feeling where #$%^@ is so close to me.
i'm not bad.
i just did what i think would be nice to my sanity.
i wished at that moment, "i hope it would stay like this forever.."
i was browsing friendster and looking for my long lost classmates back in high school
when i went to my classmate's friend's page who has some connections to those people in our province. i found some classmates and saw their pictures.
i just realized that those "gwapings" on our highschool days do not look good anymore. haha
i actually got tired looking at some of their photos.. some are married, have girlfriends or kids..
a lot of my classmates still look the same but i know that everybody has matured in some ways. some of them have kids and were married already.
i'm now thinking of how happy a married life is..
i don't really think of marrying someone now even if we really love each other. my boyfriend and i are now going on our 6th year..
i am happy being single (in a relationship) it's fun!
i can't beleive that my classmates who are thin before are now a bit fat or should i say have medium built and some of them who are short are now taller unlike me... i never grow taller since my sophomore days -_-
nakakatuwa..
yung tanim naming kamatis na noon ay nakikipaglaban sa kanyang buhay, ngayon ay malaki na at namumunga.
araw araw ay madaming pwedeng anihin, yun nga lang, wla kami dito araw araw.
kahapon lang ay inani ko ang mga bunga ng kamatis at okra. namitas din ako ng usbong ng kalabasa.
ang problema nga lang sa kakaulan ay tumaas ang mga damo. ang bilis nilang nagtubuan sa paligid ng aming tanim .
napagod ako sa kakadamo kahapon at kanina. kahit may grass cutter ako, nakakapawis din. sumakit pa likod ko kakayuko >.<
^_^
it's kinda cold these past few days and i like it..
we watched x-men on its first day and it was really good.
i'm excited to watch star trek at imax this coming 8th.. i hope me and my boyfriend will enjoy watching it.
my boyfriend was the one who influenced me about this series where we watched a lot of dvd's of star trek. i was amazed because of the technology they have which is really possible to happen in the near future.
my favorite character is the very high tech mr. data
i also love captain picard. a very strong character and janeway as well
the borgs are powerful and they are so cute lol. like they will tear you apart if you encounter one.
the warp drive is so cool. i hope to experience that. hahaha maybe i should start with the bullet train first. lol
i love them exploring the galaxy and different kinds of life forms.
this will make you think that maybe, the author gene roddenberry may have seen the future before.
i am not a geek but this sci-fi makes me wonder and phantasize the universe
before i forgot, my favorite part is when they ask to replicate a thing or food whatever you want, the computer will give it to you. i'll ask for a loy of chocolate cakes! and fried chicken! an ice cream.. and clothes and... hahahaha a lot!
i had a good sleep. i'm very thankful
because last week was very tiring. i only had few hours of rest and it was either very hot or raining hard.. i almost got sick
i bought some gloomy bears last saturday at SMX where the shizen orchestra was held.
last thursday, i was photographed for the Globe Project - Headshot Clinic " One YOUTH i hope the pic is nice.
later today, me and my boyfriend are gonna make our weekly ritual of going out... food trip. watch movie. grocery. buy some clothes or things for our apartment and play piso-piso.
